Dear BHM,
Why?
Why do you blame me for things I cannot control?
Maybe it helps you forgive yourself for what happened.
Maybe you truly think it was my fault.
But I was just a child.
I was innocent to the problems and intricacies of your life.
So how could I possibly have been the one to ruin it.
I was oblivious to the madness, the signed papers, and even the reasoning behind the issue.
But you still make me feel like a villain in a story I wasn’t even a part of.
Why don’t you take responsibility for your mistakes and move on instead of dragging everyone around you, still holding on to the past?
I can tell you are still hurt, and I beg you to let me help you.
I don’t want to be treated like a doll you can blame your problems on, or a punching bag for your insults.
I should not be the one to deal with your anger towards the past.
But you know I can’t leave,
And I will always come back to you
which is why you will never stop.
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